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i don't wanna admit it.. but yeah, i was thinking about her.
in a good way? ...well, i am not sure..in both ways maybe?

i maybe got a bit too serious and eventually waited for her to make the final decision when it maybe was time i had to do some actions.. well, let's say i lacked the "intelligence" plus the "initiative" and just let it go away..

the last time we chatted i acted like a kid..maybe i still am a kid when it comes to the relationship thing lol

well, this person on the other hand was way too calm.
used the smile emoticons, tried to calm me down in certain ways..

i was stubborn enough to call this person the names (liar etc.) and managed to get some relief by doing that. but that relief, ironically enough was a temporary one that lasted for only about 2 hours i guess keke

usually i am not the one who gets angry and stuff, but this time it was me who pissed off.. yeah, you heard it.. usually i am not like this. no.

do i still like this person?!

and more importantly, do i still need to be liking this person?

the answer is i guess ... no


i don' like this.. i don't like this thing bothering me anymooooore.